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Ah Needs, You Got Me Again
Having needs is painful and I've long held a belief that having needs is bad. In this blog post I share my shame about being needy.

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May 20, 20203 min read


Incomplete Divorce Grief
To question if I'm grieving now I have no doubt. An honest look at divorce grief, incomplete grief and what may feel like too much grief.

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May 18, 20203 min read


Extrovert Pain
Quarantine is absolutely terrible for my well-being. Social isolation makes me horribly anxious. Want to see what my anxiety looks like?

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May 15, 20202 min read


Cocoa Pebbles and Santa Barbara-The Cure For Quarantine Anxiety
I find myself, two glasses of wine in, watching old President Obama speeches and eating bowls of my son's Cocoa Pebbles and Cap'n Crunch.

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May 13, 20201 min read


A Bad Day And Self-Care During Quarantine
I had another anxiety attack on a call today. I'm scared that I am having them so frequently now. Is it the quarantine or is this me?

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May 11, 20203 min read


How To Love My Inner Extrovert
There are thousands of articles on how to navigate life as an introvert but so little support on how to thrive as an extrovert.

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May 8, 20203 min read


Sister Love: My Sanity During the Quarantine
We have a dream to retire in three condos on the beach in Florida and on our daily walks we've been daydreaming about when to go.

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May 6, 20202 min read


Wholehearted Living-Trials and Errors
Do you believe you are worthy of love? Do I believe I'm worthy of love? My conscious thinks I'm worthy of love but does my subconscious?

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May 5, 20203 min read


Light A Fire Under Those Pants
The other night around midnight, an hour after I had turned off all the lights and tucked everyone away, I was in bed and I smelled smoke.

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May 3, 20202 min read


A Blog About How One Wife Can't Stand Her Husband
I hate that my husband calls me names and swears at me. I can't decide if I'm being dramatic or if this is borderline abusive.

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May 2, 20203 min read


What Makes A Healthy Marriage?
What makes a healthy marriage? How do healthy marriages resolve fights that can't be resolved easily?

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Apr 30, 20203 min read


Nothing To Give
I feel like I have nothing to give anyone today. I'm so bored and lonely. It's so amazing how up and down my mood can be. Happy one day and

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Apr 28, 20201 min read


Anxiety Stories
Even though I did everything right I still had another minor panic attack. Sharing personal anxiety stories and of my teen's depression

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Apr 27, 20202 min read


How To Thrive With A Vulnerability Hangover
I told myself I was a fool to think this would be useful to anyone and I was forcing people to read my private journal and throwing up

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Apr 26, 20203 min read


The Guilt-free Hobby
One of my favorite hobbies that I miss most during the quarantine is shopping at Salvation Army and the Goodwill. Shopping at thrift...

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Apr 25, 20203 min read


On Blogging. . .
This quarantine has me feeling like a lobster in cold water, slowly coming to a boil. I am uncomfortable and I can't put my finger on...

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Apr 24, 20203 min read


What Makes You Lonely?
I heard today that loneliness is as detrimental to your health as smoking 50 cigarettes a day. That's two and a half packs A DAY. It made...

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Apr 23, 20202 min read


Heartbreak Chronicles Continued
Box of Broken Dreams

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Apr 22, 20202 min read


The Secrets of A Divorced Wife
Today I found out Husband #1 is getting married. Want to know a secret? Even though I chose the divorce, even though I'm remarried and I...

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Apr 21, 20202 min read


Parenting and Marriage-How Much Is Enough?
Mug with caption 'You are enough' made by my daughter last Mother's Day

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Apr 20, 20201 min read
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