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Wish Me Luck
Tico went away for the weekend and I felt relief knowing he would be gone the two nights. When he came home I felt suffocated again. Like...

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Aug 30, 20201 min read
Doubt
I had a hard time concentrating today. If you're able to even follow this blog post then thank you for sticking it out because I'm all...

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Aug 27, 20203 min read


What Makes A Beautiful Life?
Life sure is interesting, isn't it? One day I hate my husband and equate living with him to hell on earth. The next we are making love in...

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Aug 22, 20202 min read
What To Do?
I hate working from home when everyone else is here. The chosen spot for my desk is in a little nook of the living room. That means if...

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Aug 19, 20203 min read


Bored Out Of My Fucking Mind
This.Sucks.So.Much. I hate this. I did so much today to keep my mind busy and, still, it wasn't enough. I still want to crawl out of my...

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Aug 15, 20201 min read


Sitting In The Unknown
I'm a Landmark junkie. Landmark is a personal development education program that teaches courses where we talk about what is possible and...

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Aug 8, 20202 min read


Margot Tenenbaum
Have you seen the movie The Royal Tenenbaums? There is a scene with Margot Tenenbaum sitting in her bathroom with the door locked,...

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Aug 7, 20202 min read


Exploring Boredom
This diet is leaking into other areas of my life now. I'm discovering just how much I have used snacks, preferably sweet snacks, to...

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Aug 2, 20203 min read


Day 10 And Counting
Day 10 of my diet is complete. This is brutal. I never realized just how many times I reach into my drawer full of chocolate covered...

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Jul 30, 20202 min read


Watch Those Pounds Melt!
"A classic Italian dish" by Optavia. Notes on dieting and the journey of why it is so painful.

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Jul 25, 20202 min read


Happy-Sad
I'm sad. Just a little sad. Kind of a happy-sad, if that makes sense. Like, sad that the day is over but happy that I got to have it....

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Jul 6, 20202 min read


The Beautiful Bond of Sisterhood
I'm a little drunk. Not super drunk, but a little tipsy. I had a bottle of a good buttery chardonnay with my sisters. It was so...

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Jul 5, 20202 min read
Stupid COVID
I'm so sick of COVID. I hate it. Ugh, I can't even blame this on COVID, it's not COVID's fault. I don't hate COVID, I hate this feeling....

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Jul 3, 20202 min read


Welcome To Utah
I made it to Utah! I rented a condo for three weeks to get out of SoCal, be by my sisters, and let the kids play with their cousins. I'll...

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Jun 28, 20202 min read


Still Dieting
I'm still dieting. It's been 6 days. I've lost 0.6 pounds and some of my stubborn righteousness. A couple days ago Tico and I were eating...

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Jun 24, 20202 min read


Wasting Away. . .
The COVID 20 has caught up to me and I no longer fit into my pants. I stepped on the scale and it was horrifying. I decided I'm going to...

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Jun 18, 20203 min read


Oceans of Love
My spirits are lifting. Starting last week my days have begun with an early morning dip in the ocean. Enjoying the beach first thing has...

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Jun 11, 20201 min read
Heartbreak
Did you watch the video? I couldn't finish it. I couldn't watch someone die a slow, painful death. I couldn't hear a grown man cry for...

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Jun 4, 20201 min read


Dreams, Real Estate and Forgotten Details
I'm feeling so excited and like I'm on a trajectory to realizing my ambition of owning more real estate.

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May 26, 20202 min read
Can I Leave My Children To Socialize?
Being fully quarantined isn't good for my anxiety levels and I've been going on social-distanced picnics and trips to the beach with friends

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May 23, 20202 min read
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